I need a way of friendship

I need a way of friendship
Which will as good as a gift
People loving me n needing me
But there no nothing, make happy me
People are on extreme
Which I do so so
I wish to have a good air
That can help to berthing me
M happy but not able to laugh
who will come and say let me go?
The way how I walk
The way I talk
The way I do
It’s just a drama I use to do…
I just want as kind with all that
Everyone will remember me
Even after me.......